[ e keYs to mY hEaRt ]

Yes.. I am practically being bored.. and I haven't gotten over my so-called depression.. I never felt so moody in my entire life.. no particular reason.. I wish I know why too.. not motivated to do anything..

Went to surf the internet and found this website that entertained me in a way or another.. BUT i dun really believe a shit about it.. haha.. BUT to my suprise.. IT IS ACTUALLY QUITE ACCURATE.. freaking shocking! haha..

Yes.. I have to admit I dun believe in happy marriages anymore.. marriage is just a committment between 2 persons.. maybe I have witnessed too many happy marriages that are just a sham.. of course I am traumatized in a way or another.. maybe I will learn to trust in happy marriages..

However.. that doesnt mean that I won't make my relationship work with CK.. because I value the open communication that we are sharing.. that is one major key that open my heart.. I dun like ppl to keep things from me.. not that I have to know everything single detail.. but I believe that if we can't be honest in the relationship.. there is no point in continuing it..

Plus.. I am a faithful partner to start with.. I believe in the saying 'Love Once and only One'.. that simply means that I will NOT accept anyone who betrayed me b4.. and I wun look for anyone when I am already with someone.. simple? I guess so..

Right.. nothing too serious.. gotta go and meet Alex at CitiBank(MW).. to pass him the cards for CK's birthday.. and u know what? CK is on his way to CitiBank now to submit some documents for his new employment.. he is gng to work in the same department as Alex.. I am crossing my fingers that I dun bump into him anywhere there man.. haha.. I wun know how to explain myself if I do.. let's keep my fingers crossed!

Ciao! The result is as follow:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

[ JusT fOoLiNg aRd ]

Tuesday morning.. yes.. I am working.. that's explained the title of this entry perfectly.. doesnt it..

Have been calling parents to persuade them to register their child at the childcare.. but it seems rather challenging.. I won't say it is impossible.. but it requires some luck for that miracle to happen just with one phone call.. as well as for the enrollment to pick up for the better within this month.. so far.. I only have 5 children for the past 2 weeks.. I am beginning to wonder if this is the norm for a new childcare.. yeah.. no matter what.. I still have to get the children in for the school.. if not.. well.. let's say the directors will think I am incompetent..

That's the primary reason why I am feeling rather moody these few days.. have not been sleeping well.. kept thinking on more marketing strategies to sell the school.. I should have taken up a marketing degree instead.. haha.. make more sense for my position.. hm.. I guess I need to take a break to recharge myself..

The 4s - I stole the picture! [From L to R - Aaron, Albert, Alan, Alex]

CK's birthday is round the corner.. and I have bought him a new tie.. hee.. have prepared another surprise for him.. got his "zhu peng gou you" (I am referring to the Fantastic 4 - Marcus, JR, Wilson & Phil.. however.. they wun get a chance to see this entry.. haha..) to sign the birthday cards.. (yes la.. CARDS not CARD.. I know my grammar..) I have gotten each of them a postcard and they are supposed to sign it.. plus.. those cards from his poly mates (Aaron, Alex and Alan).. I refer to them as the 4 As.. because their names all begin with the letter 'A'.. AND I will collate all these cards and put them into a box and give it to CK as one of his birthday presents.. he is not supposed to know this.. but I guess he doesnt read my blog.. so ITS OKIE.. I was so tempted to tell him the surprise.. but I have to "tahan" until the big day.. cant wait to see his expression.. but I think he wun show much of it as well.. this boy is quite a cool cucumber.. yeah!

Proudly present the Fantastic 4.. [From L to R - Phil, Wilson, Marcus, JR]

Met up with the Fantastic 4 last night to sign the cards.. guess what.. the 4 of us (Me, Marcus, Wilson & JR) got a surprise (or shall I say SHOCK from Phil..) he brought his girlfriend (or at least we think so) along.. hm.. no comments.. I was just stunned.. because we didnt expect him to bring anyone other than himself.. haha.. not the "zhong diao".. but I had a great time with them.. everyone is as crappy as ever.. good laughs.. oh ya.. one more thing.. I realised the 4 guys can be quite creative actually.. Wilson wrote his birthday wishes for CK using the format of the 4D/Toto paper.. JR wrote his in a simple but interesting manner.. Marcus input his "England Power" into his card.. whereas Phil decorated the card using some fanciful handwriting.. not too bad.. ooooooooo.. thinking abt it.. I am still not done with mine yet.. hee..

Recieved more photos from CK.. here they are!

Compare my IC's photo and ME now.. oooo?

I Love to eat Cotton Candy!

CK & Me.. Remind me of the song - 'You're unbelievable'

He loves to drink? NAH!

That's all folks! Ciao!