Wednesday, August 08, 2007

[peNny 4 mY thOugHtS]

I wonder if anyone read this blog anymore.. maybe not.. haha.. maybe its because I havent update for too long.. or maybe I am a very un-interesting person.. haha..

At work now.. but everyone is gone for the day.. its actually half day.. thanks to National Day Celebration.. so I am the only one left in the school.. which is good.. I like the peace in this big building..

Was browsing through Friendster a while ago.. being a typical Singapore KPO.. I was looking at my friends' profiles.. wah sia.. some of them got married this year.. some of them are parents now.. congras to all of them.. if you ask me whether I want to get married and have children.. erm.. actually I havent even thought abt it.. not on the list of things that I want to do at the moment.. maybe give me a few more years..

Recently.. I have been thinking alot.. about what? I dunno.. about anything.. basically about Mr M.. giving me such a big headache and heartache.. hai..

Went for root canal treatment yesterday.. argh.. I absolutely hate it! it costs me 500 bucks for the painful treatment.. another 100 bucks for the filling.. another 20 bucks for consultation.. another 20 bucks for the redundant x-ray.. well.. apparently.. that is not all.. I still have to pay another riddiculous 800 bucks for the crown.. after some simple calculation.. it costs me about 1440 bucks.. just because I have a cavity in my molar tooth! How nice of this cavity.. causing me nerve-wrecking pain that I lost sleep.. n an unbearable heartache when I looked at the bill.. CRAP!

Not to mention.. the treatment nearly cost me my life! it lasted for about one and a half hour.. with my jaws opened ALL THE TIME.. this resulted in a headache that is agonizing.. and I have to request for the dentist to give me a break or two from time to time.. BUT I was rejected flatly OF COURSE.. so in the end.. I was like a worm trying to wriggle out of the mercy of the dentist.. I couldnt stop fidgeting on the seat.. simply because I am not the type of person who could stay STILL.. I NEED TO MOVE CONSISTENTLY.. if not I will get FRUSTRATED.. and I mean really frustrated! one good thing to mention.. the dentist was kind enough to give something called anesthetic.. so in the process.. I didnt feel much pain other than the fact that I CANT MOVE! haha..

Time to do whatever.. bye!